Today, I was reminded how difficult it is to lose something or someone you truly love.
Sometimes, no matter how much you want something to work out: it just doesn’t.
Relationships change and change can be hard to accept.
I thought back to the time I shared with my special someone and I missed the way I felt when everything was new and exciting.
The way I was always the first person they thought to call and the last person they wanted to talk to in the evening.
How they loved the way I made them feel… loved the way I looked at them when we were together and accepted me just as I was.
I do not regret the time we had together… I do not regret my love for this someone… I just regret that I am no longer the first thought of their day or the woman that will be in their day-to-day life.
I know that “this too shall pass” the good and the bad of life always does, but change is often painful.
There will be hard days when recovering from a loss but…
I must accept the reality of the situation, embrace my feelings, and have faith that my Higher Power will move me through to a better place.
“Dear God, help me to be strong. Help me to have faith in your plan. Help me to let go with love.”