Waiting on anything has always been difficult for me.
I am always on the move, always on the go, always finding something to do so that I feel that I am constantly making progress in all areas of my life.
When I catch myself becoming inpatient, forcing a change, I know that it is time for me to stop and wait.
It is hard for me to admit that not everyone is on my schedule, my agenda.
It is hard for me to admit that I do not have control over life, over change, over time.
Sometimes it is important to just… wait.
Maybe the timing isn’t right…
Maybe I’m not really ready for what I think I truly want…
Maybe my Higher Power has bigger and better plans for me…
If I find myself trying to force an outcome due to impatience, that is a clear sign that I should stop, sit back, and wait.
“Dear God, help me to remember that waiting is a a part of spiritual growth. By choosing not to force outcomes, I am learning that life moves forward on your time and not my own. By relinquishing control, I am living in acceptance each and every day.”